I've read this and........

Dwitasari :): Tolong Buat Aku Lupa:

Jelaskan padaku mengapa semua jadi serumit ini? Aku tak tahu jika kamu tiba-tiba memenuhi sudut-sudut terpencil di otakku, hingga memenuhi..

I've been waiting for you, just like waiting for the rain to come.
Easy to do, Hard to feel.
Loving you, just like drinking a cup of Cappucino.
Drink it fast, it will be quickly exhausted. Drink it slowly, it will be quickly cold too.
Remembering about what we used to, is like when I'm walking through the rain.
I've tried to make a cutie-footprint, but?  It will be washed away by the rain. Useless.
And waiting for everything.................
Just like waiting for this pretty-awesome-peace momment

Hujan, Kopi Susu, Kamu♥

At least, I'm loving you just like I'm loving the Rain☂

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Dear mr.Time

     Dear Mr.Time, sebegitu niatkah kamu ingin bermain denganku? Bukan, bukan denganku. Tapi dengan hati dan cara berpikirku.

     Dear Mr. Time, jika jawabanmu iya, mari kita bermain. Tapi tunggu, ada syaratnya. Jawab dulu pertanyaan2 ambigu-mu untukku yang kau titipkan melalui sang angin. Yang aku sendiri pun tidak tahu apa dan bagaimana menjawabnya. Dan aku tidak tahu tempat untuk mencari.

     Dear Mr.Time, masihkah kamu ingin bermain denganku? Tapi maaf, kali ini aku harus mengibarkan bendera putih lebih dulu. Karena aku sudah mulai bingung, bukan mulai. Tapi memang dan sudah bingung dengan arah permainan kita.

     Dear Mr.Time, maaf jika mungkin aku yang mengajakmu lebih dulu untuk masuk ke permainanku. Terlalu menikmati setiap menit yang kau berikan, setiap malam yang kau berikan hanya untuk kulalui dengan  segelintir percakapan gila penuh harapan dengan "manusia" itu. Maaf juga karena aku sering, bahkan mungkin selalu menyia-nyiakan mu, dan anak2 kesempatan yang kau berikan untukku dan manusia itu. Karena ternyata, tanpa aku sadari permainan itu berbalik mempermainanku sekarang. Aku baru sadar, bahwa kau mulai menyerangku balik sekarang. Waktu ini. Iya kan?

     Menyerangku balik sekaligus menyadarkan aku bahwa kamu berhasil membuat aku bingung. Aku yg dulu bingung dengan bagaimana aku besok. Besok yang berarti sekarang. Dan sekarang? Kau sangat-sangat berhasil, Sir! Yang ini lebih bingung sekaligus "free" pain. Membuatku benar-benar merasa bodoh menyia-nyiakan yang dulu. Membuatku merasa benar-benar bingung dengan keadaan dan semua kebetulan yg terjadi baik dulu maupun sekarang.

     Dear Mr.Time, jika aku boleh meminta, maukah kau menyelesaikan permainan ini? Tolong. Sekalipun aku tahu aku yang memulai. Tapi tolong, maukah kau mengakhirinya untukku? Kali ini aku bukan meminta, tapi memohon. Aku mohon. Aku hanya lelah dengan semua permainan ini, kenyataan yang ada, tapi nyatanya kosong. Tolong.

     Dear Mr.Time, jika memang kamu tidak berkenan mengabulkan permohonanku, dan mengharuskan aku sendiri yang mengakhiri, bolehkah aku memohon satu hal? Pinjami aku mesin waktu terbaikmu. Aku mohon. Hanya agar aku bisa menyelesaikan semua yang seharusnya sudah selesai dengan baik. Hanya agar aku bisa memperbaiki yang seharusnya tidak terjadi. Hanya agar, hanya agar, hanya agar. Hanya agar, aku tidak tahu hanya agar apalagi. Yang jelas aku butuh alat itu. Karena kembali ke masa itu, tanpa mesin terbaikmu itu, suatu hal yang tidak mungkin kan?

     Dear Mr.Time, jika kamu tidak berkenan meminjami ku alat yang itu juga, aku mohon kabulkan yang ini. Maukah kamu kembali sebentar ke masa itu, hanya sekedar mampir mungkin. Mampir untuk mencabutnya dari kehidupanku yang lalu. Agar aku tidak perlu mengenalnya sekarang. Hanya agar aku tidak akrab dengan semua kata penyesalan. Dan yang paling penting, hanya agar aku tidak perlu membuangmu dengan sia-sia lagi sekarang. Aku mohon. Tolong.

     Dear Mr.Time, jika kamu mencari, aku disini. Masih disini. Tetap disini. Menunggu kau kembali memberikan kunci berharga antara aku, dan kamu. 

I found a, Peace ☮

It's always nice to enjoy the evening-walking.

If I could been here and play It with You

These evening, the time that i was look for a place that being Peace. Not about place literally. I just looking for a Peace. But I have to realize that I live on second largest and most busy town, Surabaya. So that I think it would be so hard to found quite-noise and freshly place. I feel like I need to re-fresh my mind. To think more all about my problem. Not problem, just emmm burden. And lucky me I've found some place that brought me to the master, Peace. Something that I've been looked for. Not Mall for now. But Nature. This is my way to lost my brainstorming, go somewhere I want which will brought me to Peace, and do anything I want. And in this situation and condition, alone is better. Alone is good.

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Beauty in my Way

C-a-n-t-i-k. What do you think about that words? Kulit putih mulus dengan postur tubuh tinggi semampai kaki jenjang? Rambut hitam panjang yang dengan lembutnya ia tergerai? Atau mata bulat, hidung mancung tajam dan lainnya? That's normal. Kadang aku pun berpikir seperti itu.
Ada seorang perempuan yang aku akui hmm, bukan seperti manusia. Melainkan seperti Barbie! Ya, just like alive-Barbie. Tubuhnya tinggi semampai lengkap dengan kaki jenjang serta kulit putih mulusnya. Rambut panjang-coklat lengkap dengan poni belah yang sekarang sedang menjadi tren.
Entah kenapa ada kesenangan tersendiri saat aku melihat foto-fotonya. Bukan karena aku suka apalagi lesbi ya. Tapi dengan melihat fotonya aku merasa seolah melihat ciptaan Tuhan yang sempurna. She's kinda most-beautiful woman i ever seen. Kecantikan itupun semakin sempurna karena ditunjang dengan kecantikan hati yang bisa aku lihat dari gadis itu. Dia cantik. Dia model. Tapi dia juga baik, ramah dan tidak pernah merasa dia cantik. Purfect!!!

And finally... Oh I get it, that's the point. Cantik itu bukan semata dari fisik, tapi juga dari hati. Inner beauty is needed too. Cantik itu relatif. Mungkin orang bilang aku tidak cantik. Tapi aku cantik!! aku cantik dengan caraku, beauty on my way. Seperti kata mbak vregina dalam wordpressnya : dia mengatakan dia merasa cantik saat dia sedang melamun, saat dia sedang menulis. "Aku merasa cantik kalau sudah melamun, dan menulis. Apa saja aku bisa menciptakannya sendiri, hingga kubilang itu sempurna. Bisa membuat berlama – lama dengan lamunan itu, sungguh aku lebih merasa cantik dari boneka Barbie."
That's it. Aku sudah mencobanya dan ternyata benar. Aku merasa cantik saat menulis, bukan saat aku sedang berada di depan kaca dan melihat sosok yang sama dengan aku. Aku bisa melakukan apapun, menuliskan, menuangkan semua yang aku rasakan dengan menulis. Dan otomatis, dengan menulis aku seolah mendapat "Positive-energy"

Aku juga sangat mengagumi sosok Pevita Pearce , di mataku dia adalah sosok yang benar-benar cantik. Aku suka pandangannya tentang cantik. Aku suka cara dia bersyukur. Aku suka caranya menikmati hidup. Like she do what her love, and Love what her do. That's Important!! Aku suka baca tweets nya. Dan entah apa dari tweet-tweet itu I feel like i've got a positive-energy dan tidak perlu takut untuk menikmati hidup. Apalagi setelah aku menonton video terbarunya, check this out girls. You will know whats meaning of "Beauty" truly :) and the most favo quote from her is :

“ Merasa cantik setiap hari. Setiap perempuan harus merasa begitu. Karena kita diciptakan dengan cara yang cantik juga” - Pevita Pearce

Dan sejak itu, pandanganku tentang "Cantik" berubah. Aku tidak perlu berdandan berlebihan untuk menjadi cantik.Karena cantik itu menjadi diri sendiri. This is me. Cantik dengan cara mensyukuri dan merawat apa yang kita punya tanpa perlu membandingkan dengan kecantikan milik orang lain. And yes, I'm a beauty-queen in my way cause I'm Me :)

“Jangan pernah merasa buruk dalam segala hal, kalian punya sesuatu yang bisa mempercantik diri kalian, apapun itu. Kalian sangat indah dan sempurna saat menjalankan, apalagi kalau sudah mendapatkan. Yang jelas, jangan lelah berusaha mengindahkan dan mempercantik diri ” - Vregina Diaz Magdalena

PS : Dear Boys, if you’re not Calvin Klein’s model, don’t expect us to be Victoria’s secret angel.

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Random

A boyfriend . What do you think about this word? I have seen many couples but i'm choose one. They have "special" relationship in my eyes. They different with other couples i have seen. This different thing is the Guy and the way this guy treat his-girl very well. This guy isn't handsome like actor, like prince but he can treat her girl like she is a Princess. So, the Most Perfect Guy in my eyes isn't the boy who has handsome face, perfect as his physically. But the Most Perfect boyfie in my eyes is A boyfriend shouldn’t just be a boyfriend. To have it happier and more worthwhile, he should also be a best friend. He isn't prince for castile, but he could be treat his girl as the most perfect Princess. Not from material, but from the way he did it :) So, maybe i prefer waiting bit longer to get the best result too cause the best one isn't come yet :) And until now, there's only one guy who can took this heart deepestly :P

YOLO ( You Only Live Once )

Don't know why this night feel so emm, peace. Even my mood is on the downest level this night.
Feel like some people try to arrange my life. This own Life. My own. Every people has their own Life which they can arrange by itself, isn't it? Haha, forget about it-lah. Everyone has their own "opinion" about anything too, even they didn't realize that what they do is bothering the others.
Hmm, what am I feel right now? I don't know. In this "not in a good mood" everything are wrong. Everything. Like p-m-s haha. But thats true honestly. If you ask how I'm, i do answer I'm kinda moody person. Unexpected. But i always try to handle it ( even this teenager-feel say I'm not ).
But sometimes, in this condition too me begin to see everything what i have. What i've got.
Start by simple-thing like, Breathe. Do you ever think that how every second we take a breath, there is someone who lost their breath? like we replace their life. Secondly, Happy. Some happy-thing which can bring you to happiness, either friends, or anything make you Laughing out-loud. Do you ever think that every minutes you laugh,laugh and laugh with them, there are some people who feel liveless? They can't laugh, feel happy because of some little til big problem? Like losing someone who they love? While you're laughing, some people are hurting. Thirdly, warm hug. I always cry when i remember it honestly. Especially a warm hug which come from my Mom. Her warm-fondling always make me feel calm. Everything's cruel, but when this warm hug come and her warm hand stroking my head, everything is okay. Like the world is smile to me, even this problem really hurting me. Do you ever think that every warm-hug you got from your mom is welcoming you, there are some child who lost her mom? Can't you imagine if this same thing happen to you? Like hmm God pick-up this beauty-Angel? *I swear my tears drop in my face right now in this paragraph, Me do love you Mom*. Then, (Best) Friends. This is the better place if you wanna share every problem, every happines you got. The better person you can laugh with and better person you can cry with ( I've been feel it for many times :) ). Can you imagine how if someday, when that day come you can't laughing with them again? How if that Laugh changes to be Cry? I think that will happen on Graduation day *Reminding I'm on 3th grade now*. And if you meet them again, the question is are they will be the same like before? And will you be the same like before too? Reminding everything is changes by a second, right?

That's all can't bought by money and the same-thing can't happen twice. So, you only live it once. Don't ever waste it. - aprillitaa

. I realize it and in this momment, I'm thankful so much to you God, the one who gave me this :)

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ASEAN MAYOR 2012

That day i have choosen as a Loision Officer ( LO ) like a "little" guide i think haha for Asean Mayor which held by CityNet and Surabaya as a host. Feel proud? Of course. But idk, i feel more afraid honestly. Afraid for everything. Afraid to be failed, thats a most reason. But, i know i'm not alone. Hank a.k.a bella and some students from my school are choosen too, so i know i don't need to be worry. I've got some guest from India. These event was held on 8 July-12 July on Shangi-La hotel.

8th July 2012

Finally that day was come!! On that first day, i went to Juanda Airport to pick up our guest. Me feel so nervous. Some bad minded was like a ghost on my mind, like “ How if the guest was not kind? How if they act ike evil? and many others that i couldn't explain” . I arrived on Juanda Airport, International Arrived. Waiting for them are like waiting nghhh, they got a delay!! wattaaaaaaaa
9.40 finally they came! First one i saw was big-tall people with his grey-mustache and you know? He's just like an old Bollywood actor, Amitabh Bachan! :D We acquainted and i know his name was Kirtee Shah, but i ask " You're Amitabh Bachan's twin, don't you?" he laughed out-loud and say "No mam" i teased him again "NO, but you're Amitabh's lost-twin i think, Sir" he was laughed again. And the others, Mr. Om Prakash Mathur ( Professor from a University ) , Mr. Vinay Lall ( his face just like my grandpa :P ), Mr. Rajendrakumar Valley ( a Municipal ), Mr. Assish Deosthall, and the last the one who stayed on different hotel, Mr. Sunandan Tiwari ( he's the handsome one, I think :P )
On that first day, Mr. Prakash was asked us to brought him to buy some Batik. We took him to Mirota and Danarhadi. On second and third day, they have roundtable meeting.
But on third day, Mr. Prakash didn't attend that meeting and ask me to took him back to Mirota to chances her clothes and buy some batik again :D
PS : He said that he loves batik so much ;D. Along the way to Mirota on taxi we talking a lot about anything. About ourself, about our country like the culture, food, weather.
Ohya, i've been come to India Restaurant on Surabaya, the name is "Sitara India Restaurant" which located on Hayam wuruk street 54a. I'll tell you the direction, if you wanna go there :)



From Sutos go straight on till you found Brawijaya Golf, before that place you will see a sign "Sitara India Restaurant" then turn right.

On Wednesday, 11st July 2012

There are some event we have to go. First, 25th anniversary of Citynet ( Ballroom Shangri-La ) and on evening til night, there's Cross Culture Festival which shows manykind of culture from Asean. And there are some Surabaya Delicious Traditional Foods :P. Its such an Unforgetable momment :').

With Amitabh Bachan a.k.a Kirtee Shah :P :P ( Surabaya City Hall )

Thursday, 12nd July 2012

This is the last day *wattaaaa :( we attended Field Visit on Kebun Bibit 2 Wonorejo to plant a tree and also visit a village and a school which won Green and Clean for nice and green environment of course.

All India delegation plant a tree on Kebun Bibit 2 Wonorejo

I've got a pink-rose flower and a souvenir btw :P . After all that place, Mr. Kirtee and the others told us that they want visit some interesting place in Surabaya.
“ Yes we'll have a city tour. No meeting, no batik festival i've seen already, and no school please. Just interesting place which i can grab some nice photograph” he said. So the first place we visit after lunch is Suramadu bridge and Madura Island to buy some Batik Madura textile. After that we go around Surabaya city. Like he said, he really grab some ni-ce photograph haha.
Cause of the night was come and traffic jam anywhere we go back to the Hotel. We have dinner together and then suddenly Mr. Kirtee patted my shoulder and said “Thanks a lot girls for everything. You both are so nice and kind. We are proud of you. You both treated us very well. You both just like my children.” What do you think if you being me? I just wanna cry and this feeling when we heard this ah, we couldn't explain! This last day just like come fastest for me. Me still want go to another place with them, took some nice photos with them, talking and laughing bout everything too. If he regard Us as his daughters, we regard him as our grandpa anyway ♥

I also took some photos with the others

So, thats kinda GREAT experience i ever had. Thanks a lot for everyone who give me support, this means a lot to me♥. And I'll be missing every momment in it ♥

On My Silent Time

Life is a drama. But don't live it as you are on drama stage which there is a scenario you have to speak with, there are some scene you have to do, and importantly there is a guy you have to live with. Make life as your own. You're the owner who hold the pen to write your own story. And no one can replace it, no one can break it. This is your life, you make the rule. You live with your own rule you made, no one can ruin it and no one can ask you to do what they want. Life not just a drama, Life is a decision which one is good and which one is maybe at risk. If you choose to live with some risk, deal with it. However thats your decision isn't it? But don't ever let them to control you. You are the owner so you have to set your own. Just wait and see what will happen but keep holding your pen on. You have better life if you live it well, You have good decision if you choose better, You will be a better person if you can choose the best decision and get alive.

“If time does not wait for you, don’t worry. Just remove the battery from the clock and enjoy life”

Summer Paradise ♥

Holla bloggers! long time for no posting anything hihi, the last was on 6 June isn't it? :p
Now i'm back!!! :D
It's JULY already btw, Mid month of 2012. and i think i could call this season with " Summer " !!!
This summer is come on my holiday. All I can think about are picnics, retro swimwear (all out of my price range, mind you), warm nights, lazy mornings, and that glorious stack of summer reading books sitting on my shelf at home. Summer has already begun for what seems like everyone but me, so to get pumped for all the events I will get to attend soon. And so bad i can't go anywhere this holiday :( i mean visit some interesting places, especially beach!! I do want it so bad. There's an event which arrest me so i can go anywhere outta this busy-town pfffft. For this holiday, i just spend my time with my ab-nor-mal things like mobile phone, laptop and so on. Just make me feel abnormal. But lucky me i'm still can go out with my bests, like visit some mall and some traditional market-shoes haha :P. Shopping... hmm kinda bored thing? I think NO :P But honestly, i do want BEACH for this summer. No MALL like usual :( wherever beach. Kuta? Bali? Maybe it would be so great! But no need to worry, without beach, i try to enjoy this summer by doing anything i love with some people i love too :))

Here i also post some outfit for summer. For others, you can check out my polyvore

So, how about your summer Lads? I hope It would be nice :)

o6o62o12 is a special day which there are 2 things happen in this day. Yes, they are my Dad's birthday and my Mom & Dad's 18'sversary. There are a lot of things that i have to say.
No matter how old you are, you'll always be my king of hero, Dad. Happy birthday!! Longlife, Longhealth, Good year ahead and more best wishes ♥♥♥.
Secondly, Happy 18'sversary Mom & Dad. Keep longlast and stay with us ♥
Sincerely,
Ur Daughters ♥








-Aprillita & Adelia-

24042012

In that day, i woke up with something different. Yes, in that day that morning, i woke up as a "Real" teenager. I'm in 17 years old now!!! The age which some ppl called its cool lol. Lot of thanks Allah, you still wake me up and i'm still alive in this age :)At morning, there's a surprise by mama and bapak. They woke me up and when i opened my eyes, there's a little Rainbow cake. It just so cute you know haha. But, they didn't celebrate me anymore and there's no candles on it :( . And at these morning, i checked ma phone and there's a lot of message. They congratulate me , and gave me much much best wishes :)

But, there's a sadly thing. 2 of my best didn't celebrate me and they said that they got mad, got angry with me without any reason -_,- Haha forget about that. I checked my Twitter and Facebook, haha many people start from ppl that i know till i didn't know them anymore was celebrate me :) *thankyou.

• My Twitter

• My Facebook

At evening, bibob called and explained that last nite, she and hank just lie and pretend when they said that it was just a part of their surprised for me. Sadly, they didn't come and said much of sorry with bad reason too :(( I'm sad but i was also too happy to heard that from you guys :) you both was so ah i can't explain it :)) See that i'm so dissapointed by that failed surprise, mom and dad give me my favourite cake, Brownies and i saw 2 candles on it. 17, my new age :) They said that i shud hve 17 years old at 19.14, the time when i was born 17 years ago, and i cried for the first time :).Then bapak said that no matter how old i'm, i always been his little princess *That's why i loved you so mucho dad!!

Thanks mom, dad to save me, to keep me till this time. And tons of thanks for everyone who said "Happy birthday, etc" and gave me much much best wishes. Lot of thanks and bunch of kisses !! You guys made my day and Rock on!! And today i've got new motto :

With Love,

-aprillita trisnaputri-

Part Of Me

This is the Part of Me that you never gonna ever take away from me~~~