Move On

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Oh

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier

MOVE ON. What a easy words to say? But how if something or someone force you to do that? You should do that, but in your deepest heart it say shouldn't? And it because your past always come to you in the fail momment. When you almost found someone who can replace him, but he comes, then he goes to somewhere that you didn't know where .... somewhere which you never though ... And sadly, he comes to you by ur dream at the night at the time when you really really need someone to be your back. How it can be happen? Whereas you didn't think bout him anymore? You didn't miss him anymore? to who you can ask? Anyone doesn't have the answered. So confusing right?

At the moment that some guys come to you, liked you, but your heart still on that person from your past. And some people around you force you to be more nice to them, just to make your MOVE ON process can be easier. I've tried it/ I've tried it hard already. But i just too hard to throw him away from my mind, and the result? I CAN'T.

2 years already, but I still thinking about you as always, and more and more, i know that As much as I try to forget you, that smile you used to put on my face keeps coming back to me. And the one who can made me CRAZIER is you, Z :)

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A Walk To Remember ♥

i watched it for many times already. 2002 films, A Walk To Remember. This film just so freaking tragic, romantic and cute♥

Its told us about how to threats ur girl right and accept her just the way she is, like what Landon Carter did to Jamie Sullivan :')

In Beaufort, North Carolina, a prank on a student goes terribly wrong and puts the student in the hospital. Landon Carter, a popular student with no defined plans for the future, is held responsible and forced to participate in after-school community service activities as punishment, which include starring as the lead in the school play. Also participating in these activities is Jamie Sullivan, the reverend's daughter who has great ambitions and nothing in common with Landon.

Jamie : " Please don't pretend like you know me"

Landon: "Pretend? Of course I know who you are , we are always in the same class since kindergarten - children. You sit on the bench number 7 is clear that the retreat and you only have one sweater"

When Landon decides he wants to take his activities seriously, he asks Jamie for help and begins to spend most of his time with her. But he starts to develop strong feelings for her, something he did not expect to do. The two start a relationship, much to the chagrin of Landon's old popular friends and Jamie's strict reverend father. But when a heart-breaking secret becomes known that puts their relationship to the test, it is then that Landon and Jamie realize the true meaning of love and fate.

They got married and spend their summer with lots of love. Till ....

Till she left Landon forever with relentless conviction by her ill. Leukemia.

" Our Love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it"

She didn't belong. She was misunderstood. But, she would change him forever.

Someday ....

All of us, have someone who is hidden in the bottom of heart.
When we think of him, we will feel like umm.... Always feel a little pain inside. But we still want to keep him.
Eventhough i don't know where he is today. But he's the one who makes me know bout all of this :)

Dear someone somewhere,
There's only one the heart that knows..
Who is the one in my dream.
Who is the one in this mine.
You're the one that i've been waiting for.
It caused the heart is begging.
Caused the heart is calling for. Born to be yours. Its certain that you're the only one.

There aren't many reasons. It just because this heart chooses you.

Dear someone somewhere,

I'm begging you, please know it. Someday....

Another 140212 ♥

Finally this day was comin’. February 14 2012. Some people called it Valentine day, but I call it Tuesday. Hmm, what happened on this day? Nothing special. Rainy was falling this nite. Everyday rainy, but don’t know why this rainy was different. don't know because today is Valentine or only my feeling.
I just ruin my time by watched movies. 2 movies already. But I got something that I have to learned by today. This day was an “upset” day. Damn it!! Peoples from my past was “came” today. Yeahh …. Benci banget sama saat saat kaya gini. How it doesn’t? just imagine. Yaah, some people said that Masa Lalu itu untuk diingat dan dijadikan pelajaran, not for wasting time and waiting for it. Just think, kalo aja apa yang tertulis diatas itu easier like we can talk it. Kenyataannya? It is hard, really hard thing to do.. Semakin nyesek when you have to realize that guys around you, isn’t better enough for you. More and more you also have to realize that someone from your past is BETTER!! Someone that you never meet with him again for many years. They only on your sham shadow  how does it feel? PAIN. Yes, I’m in pain. Not strong enough. Tired. Nunggu itu nggak enak. Apalagi nunggu sesuatu yang sama sekali nggak pasti. Its same with you did USELESS something. Berteman dengan masa lalu? Hmm nggak enak memang, but if we’ll get better result by it, why not? I prefer waiting longer but I’ll get better, really a better person for me rather than I’m waiting just for a while, then I’ve got new person faster tapi bisanya cuma makan ati or the worst is dia cuma jadi pelampiasan aja. I do believe that KARMA does exist. So that, I won’t do a mistake, ngelampiasin perasaan ke orang lain, just play with his feeling. I do believe that everyone have their own mate, whenever they will found. So do I :)

So, Its not about chocolate, roses, teddys or Barbie haha. Love is all that matters. Yah, let me say

HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY PEOPLE!! Spread the love ♥♥

had a quality time with them yesterday ♥

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