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26 Apr 2012

24042012

In that day, i woke up with something different. Yes, in that day that morning, i woke up as a "Real" teenager. I'm in 17 years old now!!! The age which some ppl called its cool lol. Lot of thanks Allah, you still wake me up and i'm still alive in this age :)At morning, there's a surprise by mama and bapak. They woke me up and when i opened my eyes, there's a little Rainbow cake. It just so cute you know haha. But, they didn't celebrate me anymore and there's no candles on it :( . And at these morning, i checked ma phone and there's a lot of message. They congratulate me , and gave me much much best wishes :)

But, there's a sadly thing. 2 of my best didn't celebrate me and they said that they got mad, got angry with me without any reason -_,- Haha forget about that. I checked my Twitter and Facebook, haha many people start from ppl that i know till i didn't know them anymore was celebrate me :) *thankyou.


At evening, bibob called and explained that last nite, she and hank just lie and pretend when they said that it was just a part of their surprised for me. Sadly, they didn't come and said much of sorry with bad reason too :(( I'm sad but i was also too happy to heard that from you guys :) you both was so ah i can't explain it :)) See that i'm so dissapointed by that failed surprise, mom and dad give me my favourite cake, Brownies and i saw 2 candles on it. 17, my new age :) They said that i shud hve 17 years old at 19.14, the time when i was born 17 years ago, and i cried for the first time :).Then bapak said that no matter how old i'm, i always been his little princess *That's why i loved you so mucho dad!!

Thanks mom, dad to save me, to keep me till this time. And tons of thanks for everyone who said "Happy birthday, etc" and gave me much much best wishes. Lot of thanks and bunch of kisses !! You guys made my day and Rock on!! And today i've got new motto :


With Love,

-aprillita trisnaputri-



22 Apr 2012

Part Of Me









This is the Part of Me that you never gonna ever take away from me~~~

17 Apr 2012

Move On

I've never gone with the wind
Just let it flow
Let it take me where it wants to go
'Til you open the door
There's so much more
I've never seen it before
I was trying to fly but I couldn't find wings
But you came along and you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier

I watched from a distance as you
Made life your own
Every sky was your own kind of blue
And I wanted to know
How that would feel
And you made it so real
You showed me something that I couldn't see
You opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling,
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier, crazier, crazier
Oh

Baby you showed me what living is for
I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground,
Spin me around,
You make me crazier, crazier
Feels like I'm falling
And I'm lost in your eyes,
You make me crazier

MOVE ON. What a easy words to say? But how if something or someone force you to do that? You should do that, but in your deepest heart it say shouldn't? And it because your past always come to you in the fail momment. When you almost found someone who can replace him, but he comes, then he goes to somewhere that you didn't know where .... somewhere which you never though ... And sadly, he comes to you by ur dream at the night at the time when you really really need someone to be your back. How it can be happen? Whereas you didn't think bout him anymore? You didn't miss him anymore? to who you can ask? Anyone doesn't have the answered. So confusing right?

At the moment that some guys come to you, liked you, but your heart still on that person from your past. And some people around you force you to be more nice to them, just to make your MOVE ON process can be easier. I've tried it/ I've tried it hard already. But i just too hard to throw him away from my mind, and the result? I CAN'T.

2 years already, but I still thinking about you as always, and more and more, i know that As much as I try to forget you, that smile you used to put on my face keeps coming back to me. And the one who can made me CRAZIER is you, Z :)